Total pages in book: 101
Estimated words: 96287 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 481(@200wpm)___ 385(@250wpm)___ 321(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 96287 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 481(@200wpm)___ 385(@250wpm)___ 321(@300wpm)
He couldn’t even call Larissa his woman.
“Oh, son.”
“She hates me, Dad.”
His father grabbed him, pulled him into his arms, and Big Dick sobbed like he was a baby, rather than a full-grown man. He had made one giant mistake and now he was paying the price. His father pulled him into the house, and his mother was already there in the kitchen.
Drew put him in a seat, and Big Dick wiped a hand down his face. Crying never solved any of his problems. He was usually the fixer of problems. Most of the time, he just needed to use his fists to get what he wanted. This was not going to work. Using his fists wouldn’t win back Larissa.
“Tell us what happened,” Drew said.
He told his parents everything, not leaving anything out, including his trip to Jonah and the options he had.
His mother had handed him the hot chocolate, and she had also gotten out the ice cream.
“And that’s everything,” Big Dick said, taking a large scoop of chocolate ice cream and shoving it into his mouth. His teeth were sensitive, but it didn’t stop him from taking a nice, large scoop. The pain was what he needed.
“I guess you’ve got to know what you want to do next,” his dad said.
“What do you mean?” he asked, feeling incredibly dumb.
His mother tsked. “It’s on you. You can either let Larissa get over you. Allow her to fall out of love with you, or you make the decision to fight for her.”
“I hurt her.”
“Yes, we get that. But tell us, George, does it matter?”
He frowned, looking between his parents. “Huh?”
“If you love her, then it matters, because there will not be another woman like her. There is only one Larissa Adams. We all know it. If you don’t love her, then there are other women that will appeal to you. You don’t have to fall for her.”
He couldn’t believe his parents were even suggesting this. It seemed crazy.
“You’re saying leave her?”
“Not your child. You’ll always have a connection with this woman because she is now pregnant with your son or daughter. But, do you want to lose her?” his mother asked.
“Son, can you stand the thought of someone else with her? Larissa is a beautiful woman. She’s kind. She has spirit and soul. There are going to be men out there who will not care if she is a single mother. They will be happy to be a stepfather. If you don’t care about her being with another man being the one to make her happy, holding her, putting that smile on her face, then walk away. If you’re not all in, and you’re only doing it for the child, walk away. Be a father, but don’t put her through that. If you want Larissa for her, and if knowing she will find someone else tears you apart so much you can’t think straight, knowing someone else will touch her, love her, and be everything with her, then don’t walk away.”
Big Dick’s grip had tightened on the mug, and he had to remind himself not to break it. He thought about Andrew. He was a fucking coward and only looked out for himself, but there were other men in town. He’d seen other men looking at her. Available men. Kind men. Men who would treat Larissa right.
But he couldn’t stand the thought of it. Larissa with anyone else was not going to happen. She belonged to him.
Was it love? He didn’t even know what love was. Sure, he’d seen Ugly Beast, Smokey, Carlos, and Hunter all fall. They felt love. What did love feel like?
“I’m not going to let her get away,” he said.
“Then fight for her, son.”
****
“Are you all right?” Ava asked.
Smokey glanced across the room, seeing his wife in bed, looking so fucking sexy. She wore one of the negligees he’d gotten her last Christmas. This was a red one, that had lace across the breasts, with nothing else to hide her curves. He loved seeing her nipples through the lace, teasing him. He had gotten her several colors in the same style. He loved all of them. She looked fucking stunning, and his cock was already tightening.
“Yeah.”
“There’s something on your mind,” Ava said, crawling to the edge of the bed. “Sit.”
“I’d much rather sink my face into your pussy.”
“And you can do that in a moment. For now, let me do my job, and you sit your ass on the end of the bed and let me massage your shoulders, while you tell me what is bothering you.” She held her hand out. waiting.
They had started to do this. It helped. He didn’t always talk about club business, but having a partner he could share everything with was a dream come true.
He took a seat and expelled a breath. “I was just thinking about Big Dick and Larissa. It’s a fucking mess, those two.”