Texts From My Exes Read Online Rachel Van Dyken

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Total pages in book: 58
Estimated words: 57139 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 286(@200wpm)___ 229(@250wpm)___ 190(@300wpm)
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—Billy

I’d never been more nervous to talk to my best friend in my entire life. He’d had to run back to his office really quick while I went home and heated up some leftovers—which, honestly, was next-level adulting if you asked me. I almost ordered in, but we’d already decided on leftovers and I didn’t want tonight to look like anything other than what it was.

Two people talking.

After a searing kiss that apparently wasn’t for the camera.

I pressed a hand to my chest, forcing slow, steady breaths. I wasn’t freaking out. Ha. Okay, maybe I was. But he was probably freaking out more—he’d been the one to initiate. He’d been the one to say he had something to tell me.

What did it mean?

Old me would’ve already envisioned the wedding, the kids, the house with a wraparound porch. New me—burned by ex after ex, armed with a blog’s worth of proof—was more jaded. Always assuming something would go wrong. Always bracing for impact.

Then again…this was Ezra. My best friend. The line we swore we’d never cross had been obliterated—by him. It was his choice. Which made me…his choice? Maybe? Possibly?

Or maybe he was practicing on me before he found the real girl he wanted. Maybe he’d pat me on the back, thank me for my service, and toss me a wheel of cheese and a bottle of wine on his way out the door.

Ugh. Intrusive thoughts: not helpful.

I was just pulling out the leftover spaghetti when my phone buzzed on the counter. Notifications stacked like wildfire. Mentions. Tags. DMs.

Frowning, I swiped open the screen⁠—

And froze.

There I was.

In my classroom.

On his lap.

Kissing him.

The angle wasn’t perfect, grainy but clear enough. His hands on me. The caption: Chemistry you can’t fake #TextsFromMyExes #BTSFootage

My stomach dropped to the floor. The walls tilted.

He lied.

He said no cameras. Just us. Only us.

The room spun as I gripped the counter. Breath shallow. Heart racing. Because what the hell? Was that what he wanted to tell me? That he was digging through my mouth for recon and more views when we didn’t really need anymore—I mean the money was nice, and it was nice that good old grandma would see that I was clearly creative and, and, the more I tried to make my heart stop hurting and make it make sense, it didn’t.

Ezra had been intentional, he didn’t have an accidental bone in his body.

Which means, he knew.

He knew before he kissed me. No wonder he swept me quite literally off my feet.

Once an influencer always an influencer? I felt like I was going to puke.

Keys jingled at the door.

“Honey, I’m home,” Ezra called, breezy, like the world hadn’t just detonated. He strolled in, tossing his bag onto the chair. “Also, traffic at five makes me want to day drink. I had leftover coffee and thought maybe if I just chugged the caffeine it would release dopamine because caffeine and receptors—but nope, all it released was my middle finger toward your neighbor. Sorry, not sorry.”

I stood frozen, phone clutched in my hand, the video still glowing on the screen.

And for the first time in my life, I didn’t know how to talk to him.

CHAPTER

TWENTY-SIX

EZRA

Thought of you today. Mostly because I saw a squirrel get hit by a Prius and remembered your laugh. Wouldn’t you know that little sucker still made it?

—Matteo

“Harper!”

She didn’t stop walking away from me. Not when I shouted her name, not when I chased her down the hall, not when she shoved through the double doors and out into the sun.

Gone.

I pressed my palms to my face and swore until my throat went raw.

The producer had already slipped away, smug bastard, probably rushing to report back to Graham. My phone buzzed in my pocket. I didn’t need to check to know who it was.

I checked anyway.

Graham

Got it all. Her reaction was priceless.

I wanted to smash the phone into the wall. Instead, I typed back with shaking thumbs:

Me

I told you this wasn’t for the show.

Three dots appeared, taunting me.

Graham

Keep telling yourself that. The contract says otherwise. You wanted dirty. We’re giving the people dirty.

I slammed the phone down on Harper’s desk, ran both hands through my hair.

This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. The perseverance sign, the setup—it was for her. Only her.

But now? Now she thought I’d sold her out.

And maybe I had.

Because no matter how many times I told myself it was real, the cameras were always watching. And the girl I wanted more than anything now thought every kiss, every touch, every look—was a lie.

Harper

Went back to school.

CHAPTER

TWENTY-SEVEN

HARPER

Do you still have Hulu? And if so…can you make me a new profile because mine says ‘Still sucks his thumb in bed.’ My girlfriend noticed. Not cool, but I’m not above some free streaming, hit me up with the PW.

—Danny

I’d been back in my classroom setting up for an hour before I had the idea. The bathroom light was too harsh, but I didn’t care. Did I imagine I’d be so angry that I’d be hiding on the tiny toilets in my elementary school away from Ezra and everyone and filming my own confessional for my channel? No, no I did not, was this against the rules? Who knew but they wanted more footage, they wanted truth, they wanted me to be creative, there I was, sitting on a toilet seat fit for a child, being creative! I was so pissed I was shaking. My phone trembled in my hand as I hit record.


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