Total pages in book: 168
Estimated words: 160782 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 804(@200wpm)___ 643(@250wpm)___ 536(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 160782 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 804(@200wpm)___ 643(@250wpm)___ 536(@300wpm)
Oh shit, what the hell have I written in those bloody diaries?
So much for privacy.
Joshua
It’s been a big day. I told the boys today that I am moving to Australia, and they took it better than expected. I know Murph’s upset…I’m upset. I love LA…but I need Tash in my life, and I want to protect her from the paparazzi at all costs. They don’t follow me here in Australia as much as in LA.
Cam was fine, he was always coming home to Australia but what does that mean for Adrian? I wish the thing with Nicholas had worked out and then we could have all moved here together.
We have been home for a few hours. Natasha insisted we go to the police station and press charges against this lunatic. She demanded more money today, claiming she had another disk. I have to admit I do feel relieved having done it. It was appalling making the statement, but the policemen were understanding, I can’t imagine the horror of my love watching me have sex with a prostitute. She will never look at me the same again if she sees that tape. My heart drops. I’m just so sick of all this drama, what does it feel like to have a normal private life without worry?
I continue reading emails on my laptop and rub my chin as I think. I am sitting up in bed and Natasha has just finished in the shower. My mind wanders to my horse stud, what am I going to do with the move? Natasha walks into the bedroom in a pale pink pair of underpants and a shoestring strap top to match. Her thick dark hair is in a loose braid that hangs down her back and her dark skin is in contrast to the pale pink. She looks edible.
My cock twitches and I run my tongue over my bottom lip as want starts to fill me.
I watch her walk around to my side of the bed and retrieve her diary from the second drawer. I inhale as she bends next to me…mmm she smells like soap. I start to feel my pulse between my legs. I put my hand on her thigh as she bends and run it up to her behind.
“You smell good,” I smile as I inhale. I kiss her upper thigh.
“Of course,” she smiles. “I always smell good.”
I watch her walk back around to her side of the bed and sit with her back up against the headboard. She sits and thinks for a minute and then starts to write in her diary. I smile to myself. She writes in front of me now. I mean what’s to hide, I have read them all. The fact that she writes in a diary is so nerdy but so damn cute at the same time. I try to concentrate on my email. Fuck, she smells good. I shake my head as I try to concentrate. I lean over, kiss her shoulder and lick her upper arm. She smiles and kisses the top of my head in return. I try to re-engage with my email. I can see her in my peripheral vision writing and feel her body calling to mine. A wave of arousal runs through me, she needs to be filled. I bend and take her nipple into my mouth through her singlet, her shoulders fall back to give me access and she sighs softly. I nuzzle my head deeper into her chest and inhale her scent. This is home…where I belong…with the woman I belong to.
I smile into her chest as the realization hits me and she runs her hand gently over the top of my head. I kiss my way down her body and slowly lift her top to get access to her skin. God, she smells good. I move lower and bite her through the fabric of her underpants and once again nuzzle into her as I inhale and close my eyes in pleasure. Hmm, my arousal starts to pump heavily between my legs, and I crack my neck to relieve the tight pressure. I slide her panties down her legs and off, and our eyes meet. This is my favorite thing in the world…her taste…her smell…her love is right here between us when I do this. Nothing feels better than to give her this pleasure, to give myself this pleasure. This is the one place I lose myself and there is nothing on this earth but me…and her…my precious girl. I part her with my fingers and look at her pink opening between fingers, our eyes meet again, and her breath catches, and she runs her hand tenderly down my cheek and swipes her fingers gently across my lips. I kiss her fingertips and then slowly lower and lick her deeply. She groans and writhes under me, deeper I lick as my eyes close in pleasure and I rub my hips into the bed beneath me to relieve the pressure in my thumping cock. Fuck, she tastes so good. My head starts to take on its own side to side action as I lose myself and start to get to a place where I cannot pull back. I couldn’t stop if I tried.